Hole

I ate a donut to fill a hole,
But the hole got bigger,
And so did I

To try or not to try

Try not. Do. Or do not. There is no try. - YODA

Loser

was like a game to me
invisible and stealthy
up when nobody can see
work hard or seemingly
secluded alone now lonely
so the days did pass
so did the years
no friendships to last
only my pitiful tears


i’m a loser baby...so why don't you kill me...

The Sun Will Come

Going to grab the sun,
Even if it doesn't come,
Though the skies are dim,
Not sink but I'll swim,
Push the groomy clouds,
Pull down the shrouds,
To reveal the stars,
They aren't so far...
No, they aren't too far...

In a stagnate desert

written in 1999 just as i was to embark into the real world...

In a stagnate desert,
glistening dew seems to flirt,
to tease you beyond belief,
too full of grief,
a mirage of security and stability,
for just one taste I would surely embrace,
I see an oasis in the distance,
wanning hope is of some assistance.

What a weirdo

First Tom Cruise was head over heels about his new girlfriend, Katie Holmes. Then he was giddy. Now, he's just plain batty. (Read Story Here)

And when Winfrey asked him if he truly was smitten with Holmes, he laughed, "I'm standing on your couch!" (IMDB)

maybe it's that time...

maybe a little dated
maybe a little baited
maybe a little lulled
maybe a lot too comfortable

maybe a little threatened
maybe a little smitten
maybe a little spoiled
maybe a lot too loyal

Star Wars Episode III

This movie was sooo good. I am still daydreaming about it. I loved the story line. It made every event that occurs in the last three movies more powerful and meaningful.