It always feels
like if you make
a mistake,
That it
invalidates,
all you do
all you've done
Say you make mistake
one and two
feels like they will
think less of you
Wouldn't you like
some praise,
or a nice
big fat sweet
raise,
or a pat on the back,
or a little slack,
When you put so
much in to
all you do
all you've done
Then it just takes
more from you
only one
only one [Mar. 9th, 2004|09:38 am]
i'm only one girl
in your world
of rollercoasters and twirls,
i'm only one thing,
in your list of
likings...
i'm only one speck
in the spectrum of goals
i'm only one,
who loves you so...
i'm only one girl
in your world
of rollercoasters and twirls,
i'm only one thing,
in your list of
likings...
i'm only one speck
in the spectrum of goals
i'm only one,
who loves you so...
etched in stone
there is a root cause,
a problem to solve,
a pattern etched in stone,
a way to gripe and moan,
it's part of your norm.
it takes you by storm,
you are not at the helm,
you let it overwhelm ...
a problem to solve,
a pattern etched in stone,
a way to gripe and moan,
it's part of your norm.
it takes you by storm,
you are not at the helm,
you let it overwhelm ...
Again
the dust settles down,
white turns to brown,
water turns hard,
everything again falls apart
leaves fall to ground,
the world turns round,
we end at the start,
everything again falls apart
Inspired by the weekly routine of cleaning.. :)
white turns to brown,
water turns hard,
everything again falls apart
leaves fall to ground,
the world turns round,
we end at the start,
everything again falls apart
Inspired by the weekly routine of cleaning.. :)
out of focus
out of focus and bored
my mind is elsewhere
almost like i didn't care
unfortunately i do
but i'm just not here
my mind is elsewhere
almost like i didn't care
unfortunately i do
but i'm just not here
Infinite
Like a broken record,
a sad love song on loop,
a big hamburger with a
side of large fries to boot
A cycle that won't break
how much more will it take?
will this trial ever end,
want to just stop not begin
a sad love song on loop,
a big hamburger with a
side of large fries to boot
A cycle that won't break
how much more will it take?
will this trial ever end,
want to just stop not begin
Your mind is thoughful but thoughtless of you...
Sleepless nights,
A pain in the side,
Wake up to stop
This rollercoaster ride.
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
Ruin your day,
Don't want to fail,
Now you are just,
An empty shell.
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
Drunk on drowsiness
Others think less
Not much to do
Just catch twenty two
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
A pain in the side,
Wake up to stop
This rollercoaster ride.
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
Ruin your day,
Don't want to fail,
Now you are just,
An empty shell.
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
Drunk on drowsiness
Others think less
Not much to do
Just catch twenty two
Your mind is thoughtful but thoughtless of you...
Inside
I want to hide,
Don't know how to feel,
Just want to live ... inside,
Don't want to confide,
Don't want to speak
Don't want to think
Just want to sink ... inside.
Don't know how to feel,
Just want to live ... inside,
Don't want to confide,
Don't want to speak
Don't want to think
Just want to sink ... inside.
More Beautiful
More Beautiful
Red, white, and blue
More beautiful
Than I ever knew
Took for granted
What it is to be free
Free from fear
Free from tears
Thrown Into the unknown
But I am not alone
Written Sept/2001
Red, white, and blue
More beautiful
Than I ever knew
Took for granted
What it is to be free
Free from fear
Free from tears
Thrown Into the unknown
But I am not alone
Written Sept/2001
crossing the line
family -
bonded by blood
not necessarily love
obligated to stay
different in many ways
easier to leave
but she'd rather bleed
friends -
bonded by years
through many tears
growing out of the same
it's life that's changed
easier to leave
she may indeed
crossing the same lines
but getting doubly penalized
expectations run too high
a false move and it's good bye
written jan, 2002
bonded by blood
not necessarily love
obligated to stay
different in many ways
easier to leave
but she'd rather bleed
friends -
bonded by years
through many tears
growing out of the same
it's life that's changed
easier to leave
she may indeed
crossing the same lines
but getting doubly penalized
expectations run too high
a false move and it's good bye
written jan, 2002
My Purpose in Life
The worse thing in life is the anticipation of death,
The inevitable end that will take us all
Sadness will consume everyone that is left
Known others of others who have taken the fall
How insignficant are all things on this earth,
When breathing has so much bearing and worth?
Found my purpose here and no others will be above,
To spend all my time and effort to simply just love....
Written August 05
The inevitable end that will take us all
Sadness will consume everyone that is left
Known others of others who have taken the fall
How insignficant are all things on this earth,
When breathing has so much bearing and worth?
Found my purpose here and no others will be above,
To spend all my time and effort to simply just love....
Written August 05
my eyes
my eyes are like damn,
that are broke-broken,
they overflow,
take control
drown me in pity,
drown me in sorrow
my eyes are like a fall,
pour over the mountain walls,
they overflow,
take control
drown me in pity,
drown me in sorrow
Written [Aug. 14th, 200504:28 pm]
that are broke-broken,
they overflow,
take control
drown me in pity,
drown me in sorrow
my eyes are like a fall,
pour over the mountain walls,
they overflow,
take control
drown me in pity,
drown me in sorrow
Written [Aug. 14th, 200504:28 pm]
Older but NOT
the lines around your eyes.
don't make you any wiser.
you are the same person
as you were before...
disorganized, impulsive, full of whys
and sad
you say that you are different
that you have changed
but your actions
show a whole lot more...
the lines around your eyes.
don't make you any wiser.
you are the same person
as you were before...
don't make you any wiser.
you are the same person
as you were before...
disorganized, impulsive, full of whys
and sad
you say that you are different
that you have changed
but your actions
show a whole lot more...
the lines around your eyes.
don't make you any wiser.
you are the same person
as you were before...
Life is simplier than you know
You don't know why you feel the way you do.
But you always end up black and blue.
You do know it might be in your head,
And you see green when it's really red,
The world sees in black and white,
You'll see rainbows even at night,
Life doesn't have to be such a ride,
Just sit back and let it subside...
Wear on some shades, let it fade
Life is simplier than you know
But you always end up black and blue.
You do know it might be in your head,
And you see green when it's really red,
The world sees in black and white,
You'll see rainbows even at night,
Life doesn't have to be such a ride,
Just sit back and let it subside...
Wear on some shades, let it fade
Life is simplier than you know
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